Looking Forward to 2012


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Year 2010 was a challenging year for me but it turned around really well in my career and personal life in 2011 after months of suffering, confusion and heartaches. And I hope 2012 will be a great year for me and the people I care about most. I am grateful with Allah and I hope he will make all my wishes and dreams come true.
- Thank you Mom for everything!
- Thank you Pul for putting smiles and laughter in our life once again.
- Thank you Deepali for believing in me.
- Thank you Wendy Wee for not only being a great colleague but a good friend too.
Lessons and Obstacles in 2011 has made realized that the less people I know, the less I meet them, the less stuffs I know, the less problems and the more happier & successful I become.
My 2011 thank you & gratitude dedications; I realized that few of them does not deserve them. I believe you know who you are…
(See – 2011, 2009, 2008, 2007, 2006)
MY 2011 WISHES
- 100K CLUB IN REED. AND CONSISTENT PERFORMANCE. (100k almost! But consistency – YES!)
- GET RID OF GOOD AND BAD MEMORIES. LIKE COMPLETELY ERASE FROM MY MIND. (WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND – IN THE END, I GOT SOMETHING BETTER IN RETURN)
- NO HEARTACHES. (YES, SO FAR IT HAS BEEN GOOD, ALHAMDULLILAH)
- TRIP TO BORACAY, MELBOURNE, AUCKLAND, GREECE, UK, GERMANY, ITALY (NO TIME, WAS BUSY MAKING MONEY; SAVING THEM FOR SOMETHING BIGGER)
- MY NIKKOR & TOKINA LENS BACK! (YES! BUT SHOULD NOT HAVE THEM BACK, I DIDN’T USE THEM MUCH. AGAIN, WAS TOO BUSY MAKING MONEY!)
- NEW FRIENDS (HANDSOME AND PRETTY ONES PLEASE. HEHEH). ALREADY HAVE A BUNCH, BUT WANT MORE. (DON’T NEED THEM!!!)
- DIVING (STILL AFRAID OF WATER)
- THAT SPARKLING MAGICAL FEELING (ALHAMDULLILAH, IT CAME BACK EVEN STRONGER)
- A NEW CAR. CAN SINGAPORE PLEASE REDUCE THE COE? I WANT TO CHANGE IT TO BIGGER CAR AND GET RID OF MEMORIES. (HAHAH, SOON HOPEFULLY…)
- A NEW HOME. (SOON…)
- A NEW LIFE. (YES, IT HAS TURNAROUND QUITE PERFECTLY)
- A NEW MOBILE NUMBER. AND THAT IT’S GOING TO HAPPEN SOON. (DUE TO WORK, I CAN’T)
- REMOVE MY NAME, CPF FROM THE BUSINESS (WAS A GOOD DECISION)
- DR. CALVIN CHAN, YOU ARE MY MAKEOVER DOCTOR. BOTTOM AND ARMS, PLEASE DO A GOOD JOB, ITS A GREAT AMOUNT OF INVESTMENT. I’M LAZY AND IMPATIENT! (WTF, HOW COULD I EVEN THINK OF SUCH THINGS!)
- TO COMPLETE QUR’AN DEFINITELY. INSYALLAH. (NOT THERE YET… DISAPPOINTING!)
MY 2012 GOALS
- 100k club, will not stop trying!
- Top 20, or even Top 10! To go to CAPE TOWN!
- Overhit my target FY2011!!!
- GBG profit increase by 100%!
- Laguna88 or Eastwood
- NZ Backpacking, Nepal, Europe Trip, Road Trip to Thailand
- More Rolex watches!
- Slim down and tone up back! Get back in my original size by mid year!
- Audi Q5
- Monthly donations

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Fallin’ For You


Nov18 |
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I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me
I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)
I’m fallin’ for you
Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you
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I DO DO DO DOO


Nov18 |
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It’s always been about me myself and I
If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody’s other half
I was happy sayin our love wouldn’t last
That was the only way I knew til I met you
You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can live without it, I can let it go
Ooh, what did I get myself into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I’m not playing games
I promise I won’t turn around and I won’t let you down
You can trust I never felt it like I feel it now
Baby there’s nothing, there’s nothing we can’t get through
So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won’t live without it, I won’t let it go
Wooh Can I get myself into
You make we wanna say
Me a family, a house a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I’m 80 years old and sittin next to you.
And when we remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won’t live without it, I won’t let us go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you
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Back in 2008


Nov10 |
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Just recovered from the flu bug and high fever. Just like that 1.5kg was gone from my weight. But that’s not good.
I wanna get a video camera – a good video camera for Pul. What brand? How much should I spend?
I can’t wait for this Saturday assignment.
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my short trip to malaysia


Oct25 |
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Reed Specialist Recruiters in Singapore


Oct21 |
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Current Mood:
Happy



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My portrait by Serra


Oct20 |
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Losing Weight Program


Sep22 |
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Because I want to look like when I was 3.5 years ago, I decided to take this slimming products.
http://bioslifeslim.livejournal.com/
At the same time, I am going to go for slimming massage treatments, pilates, jogging, tennis, hydroxycuts.
I want to lose 8kgs! Bloody hell, I put 8kgs over the course of 4 to 5 years lah. And my weight has been like yoyo. And as I am growing older (ehem wiser too), plus my office and stressing fast pace job, It has been so hard for me to maintain my diet and lifestyle lah. I used to be health freak, you just have to make me go diet for a week or I just need to fall sick, I can really lose 3 to 4 kgs and I will take a while to gain it back.
Now, kanasai, I take longer time to lose even bloody 2 kgs, I have to completely avoid my carbo which I really cannot avoid it. Cos my mom and my TENI likes Carbo and I will be super tempted. Then when I lose that 2 kg, I just need one to two fucking days to put it on again!
Now my concern is not so much of losing tremendous weight, but to also lose and tone up at the same time. I used to be waist size 26 now freaking 29 loh! I don’t even want to see the 30 appearing! I used to be dress size 10. And now its between size 12 and 14. cos if i take size 12, my hips look like JLO or BEYONCE! If I take Size 14, my tits will go missing like as if I have no tits! This is too much and this has to stop. Urgh! I want to wear all my expensive jeans lah!!!! I hate my hour glass shape cos when I put on weight it just accumulate at my hips and ass! Haiya. So sad….

1 year ago

3.5 years ago

4.5 years ago

6.5 years ago

7.5 or 8.5 years ago.
So now I am going to spend all my hard earned money to get that size 34-26-34 instead 36-29-40! Fuck lah. Annoying stats! Or at least give me 36 – 26 – 36
http://bioslifeslim.livejournal.com – u better help me!
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3.5 years of silence


Sep22 |
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Someone who is not in my favourite list popped out of nowhere at my office. >.<
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Protected: Good Kind Muslim???


Aug21 |
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Nearly a decade


Aug17 |
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after 9 years – i have really cool down.
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