Mixed Feelings on Friday

Happy & Proud – Cos I hit my 3 months target, in fact, overhit! Plus, I hit the 3rd Quarter Target on the 2nd week of September. I have another 2 weeks to do as much as I can. I can’t wait for my 3rd Quarter incentive, surely bomb like mad. Alhamdulilah Syukur…

Angry – One of my manager, John is a COCK-ster. He loves to talk as if he knows everything, he works everywhere. He went one merry go round and twisted his words like crazy, like his bangsa, just to explain to me why my friend application was rejected. He always wants to win and have this mentality that he is the smartest among all of us in the company. Shallow!

Sad – I know things won’t be easy for me in future. I can feel it. Eerrmm, I am beating around the bush, I know. I can’t tell you of course. I have to let it out but to who??? Damn it, maybe it’s just paranoia again.

Disappointed – I want my boss to know that I have been trying hard to prove to him that the Malays in my company can work although we have been working and performing. Sad to say, he doesn’t appreciate and recognise the efforts from all of us. Disgusting sponge bob! If I tell you the whole story from 2004, you won’t believe it and you will be as disappointed as I am now. Helpless..

Agitated – He is always never on time. I am going out, bye!