foes, friends – complicated.

Highlights of the day

- I am snobbish and proud. Kesian Yanni.
- The way I walk and the way I potray myself, in short like a bitch. Kesian saya.
- I am Minah. Hahah, lagi kesian yanni.

At least, I am not a late bloomer. I have been there much earlier than some of them, done that and had ENOUGH of it. I am a farkin spoil brat snobbish proud bitch who don’t give a damn shit to any of you who judge me by my exterior. Seriously, they don’t have any impact in my life. Way beyond my standard.

I admit I looked snobbish and proud. From the way I walk and how I potray, I looked stuck up and look like a bitch. I don’t deny any of that. So many have said that, too used of such comments. But hey, I took that as a compliment. Obviously, they are attracted by this snobbish, proud, stuck-up, minah – bitch.

FACTS ABOUT ME – (No nasi tambah)
- Simple yet complicated.
- I am not calculative.
- I don’t know how to FLIRT.
- I don’t play dirty games.
- I don’t beat around the bush.
- Never provoke me when I don’t even disturb you, what more When I don’t know you.
- I am tired but I can be a HYPERACTIVE RUDEST BITCH who will haunt your life.
- I got no time but I CAN MAKE TIME for it baby.
- I don’t carry myself like “HEY GIRLS, I AM ALL THAT and YOU ARE NOT“. CEH!!
- When I said something nice, I mean it and I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE HYPOCRITE.
- When I said something bad, I mean it and I am SINCERE. (Tapi dengan cara)
- When I am BLUNT, I will do it with people whom I know not with people I dunno unless they provoke me first. I speak my mind and try to approach the right way.
- When you are part of my life, I go all the way for you baby. I am protective towards my loved ones.
- When I’m wrong, I admit my mistakes and will not be defensive and apologise instead of leaving it just like that. I will always try not to make things difficult for my friends. It’s ugly you know.
- Once I love my friends. Whenever I got into any arguments, I won’t want my friends to get involve. I just don’t like to trouble them. I handle it MYSELF.
- I can take the maximum critics/ blunt (sampai kau asar balik, kau kasi blunt balik) only if you know me well enough.
- I am not petty like some of my ex biatches.
- LOUD for sure. Super laser for sure. (Banyak Telan microphone)
- Emotional Psychotic who can go on and on. (Only Shida & Teni knows how to handle it. Simple. SILENCE and PATIENCE is the way)
- Have to put this in malay – Bila aku suka kau, aku sanjung-sanjung dan sayang kau. Tapi kalau kau dah cari kebencian aku, mampos kau.
- I don’t seek revenge and I don’t have evil plans for any dumb arse. I will blast at them and then I am back to my craziness.
- I have flaws and not a perfect person. We are all humans, creation of god – ALLAH.

To all, If you ever see me outside and I don’t smile plus If I don’t know you, don’t judge. Drop me a line here or Tell me straight right on the spot and I will give you my honest answer like – “Eh, I tak senyum, sorry lah sayang, I tak perasan, I ni dah pekak, potek jugak tau, I ni tak tau senyum, muka garang dan masam tapi bila pandang camera, tak boleh stop posing.”

This is just a general entry nothing about you or me or them. Who? Kan saya dah cakap, nothing about you me or them, in case you are potek. One bad thing about us humans, we love to judge and assume. That’s bad. If you can’t refrain yourself from doing so, liaise with that someone one on one and do it discreetly. It’s better to create friends than foes. Not too many friends though – Cos Banyak CAMPUR, Banyak STORY, Banyak BERBUAL, Banyak BOHONG. I used to have lots of friends and I threw lots of them too.

To be frank, I have lost trust and confidence in creating friendships. You can’t imagine the people I have met for the past years. Continuously, all kinds of human betrayed me. But Nadya managed to open me up and of course with the encouragements/ reminders from Shida and my beloved Teni.

I have a friend name Rini. For years, we used to bump into each other and exchange all kind of looks. She got a bad impression of me as SNOBBISH, STUCKUP BITCH. But I don’t have that impression of you babe, only like – eh budak ni, gila ke. And I must admit, she got the guts to approach me. Also, I must say she do it perfect. We became friends. Aquaintance. Isn’t that better?