Try to be “In her shoes”

I am seriously tired about Trust issue here! I am sick! I am tired! I am pissed! I am seriously pissed off!

My trusts were severely abused previously by numerous of people – girls and guys, both are just the same. When it comes to this, I expect 100% no mistake when someone is aware of how particular I am about trusts! Kanina! Grow up and be contented!

Had enough of this shit! Have you ever seen yanni who can just be cruel-mute-boh layan towards someone and just make a full stop and there is no turning back at all! Don’t try! But you already got in that line bitch! Every mistakes and every mental or emotional abuse from these idiots, it made me much stronger (though I am fucking disappointed with the capital D). Have you ever wondered how it will make things worse if you so call try to say accidentally or can’t be bothered or whatever you all gonna say! Looks like you have been playing a mind-game with me huh! Well, take this from me then, from today onwards!

It’s been so long since I last heard my heartbeat thumping with so much anger. I think the last time I heard this heartbeats ringing in my ears was when I found out my ex fiance slept with our friend’s girlfriend and took me for a BIG Ride! Another unforgettable incident when I found out my ex-bestfriend went out discreetly with my ex-boyfriend and had been a whore for like 2 or 3 weeks. Ugly? Turn-Offs! Tell me about it, they looked crap from head to toe and to their Black Heart! What a perfect match!

I am extremely furious! I am seriously upset with people who keep abusing my trust when they witnessed and heard what I went through previously. Be it relationships or friendships. A LOT of them! This is just so wrong! It is just so wrong for a human to commit such mistake. Maybe it’s not even a mistake to them; they may think that they are right, like all the time. Fucking Bitch!

Be In my shoes and you will know how it feels to be hurt, upset, abused all the time! Yet I am so good to them all the time! All The Time – Again! Fuck Lah Yanni! So much for these in return! Great! What a great pretender! I just can’t wait karma hits back on these idiots. Well, some of them got it, and I hope that will make them a better human.

Misunderstanding? I don’t think so great pretender-24 hour hypocrites! Thank you for the great ride. It’s gonna hurt me like HELL but I am sure you will fell the HELL too one day. Each and every one of you! You and you! Pretenders! Hypocrites! I despise people like you. As if I’m unwanted from last time. Boleh belah!

P.S – Surprisingly, I didn’t cry this time. Due to countless betrayals.

By the way dear readers, I apologise for this entry. I don’t mean to be emo and I don’t wish to make this entry password protected. It’s time to vent it all out! Ya, I accept no comment for this entry and don’t ask me anything at all. Shhhh…. For the rest who are still there, just make me happy.