Rashes hit me again! I am so so sick of it. Maybe it is due to the pollution caused by the construction for building up the lift at every level or might be the weather. See.. I am not perfect, I do have my flaws and this is the flaw that I had for years since young. Everyone kept saying I got no flaws, I seem to look perfect. Yeah right, I have been suffering from all kind of rashes. My body and skin is sensitive and weak. But thank god, mine is not severe. Still I can’t handle it.

Usual routine, I woke up at 7am to get ready for work. Unfortunately, I became a monkey scratching my arms. Out of anger, I broke down and screamed. All my cats ran to the kitchen! I tried my farkin best not to scratch it but its unbearable. I took a very long shower to ease the god damn itch. Instead it became worse. It works for me usually. This time I wonder why! I rushed to see my family doctor and kept asking her how, why and please help me. It’s because of the rashes that I have to wear pants everyday to work, cos of the few scratched marks, subsiding though. I missed my mini skirts and the hot dresses. I really miss wearing them. I am willing to invest any amount just to cure it. This is not the common dermatitis rashes which I inherited from my parents. But this is Uticaria rashes that will happen to anyone at any age. I am really lucky mine wasn’t bad but still, I have to take care of my looks. I am vain, remember?! And thank god, this time my manager was understanding about it.

After the visit to the clinic, I had my breakfast and I saw a banner outside the Mcdonald’s about ear candling. Been wanting to try but I am scared. I thought it will be pain or will cause any discomfort feeling. Made an enquiry and we decided to give it a try since it is cheap!

Then I saw my childhood friend. She was the only person who will stand up for me, if anyone bullies me back then. She is another clone of my hot tempered and particular anger. A friend who will not back out if you have a problem. She is now married with 1 kid. She really mellow down a lot! When we were chatting together with her husband and my mom, I found out I really miss her. Those were the days lah!

I am going to look for some food now! I haven’t eat since breakfast which again I did not finish it up. I love to play with food. I get sick of food easily.