I HATE 28 july

I am not looking forward for 28 July. I wonder why is it tough and unfair. I don’t deserve this. I really don’t. I deserve better than this. If that happens, I will hate you and the rest more than ever and probably my whole life time. Thank you for letting me feel this way again and again. I know it will be a never ending one. If that happen on 28 July, then you are Such a bastard! Such a bitch! I hope someday you will feel how I’m feeling. You will cry and won’t be able to forget me for the rest of your life – haunted with guilt. You know I don’t deserve this!

What the hell! Naah nothing, it’s just a message I kept long long ago. Deja vu.