Sorry for the slacko! Eerrm, not style lah yanni. You stop it sia! I mean sorry for the lack of updates. I am just… as usual I am pissed off! Not piss with anyone but only myself. I am too stress, too many responsibilities, too many things in my head and I am sick of everything. I hate it when too many people give me too many pressure and start pushing me.

Yanni this, Yanni that. This and That! That and This! What the hell! I got only one brain, 2 legs, 2 hands and 2 eyes, 1 nose and 1 mouth. Eh forget, and my 2 ears! Hahah! (This is what I normally do - Talk to myself, complaining alone like one mad woman!) If you all know me and quite close to me, this character of mine is a norm thing for you. But if you all don’t know me, you will freak out. I may look serious & fierce from my appearance. Ehem Ehem. Actually I am mad!

I feel like giving everything up. The family - no i love you all, house, the cats - so poor thing, the work, the money, the friends, the boyfriend - oh no, the Nikon - confirm got lots of volunteer out there, everything lah. I mean just give up everything lah, even my citizenship as a Singaporean also can lah and just leave everything behind and be an eskimo or stay near the mountains. Peaceful and quiet place, cool, no wars, no politics, no misunderstandings, no fights, no love, no selfishness, no money - eh where can, just sleep only at the cottage with all the animals. Make one Zoo! Keep all cows, horses, hens, chicks, rabbits, vegetables… Hahah! Become a Farmer lah like that! Ok, that’s enough yanni. Time to sleep. Good night.

so what’s the motive of this entry?

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Seriously, I do not give a fark with you. Just don’t push my button. I do not have time for all this commotion. I am farking busy & tired, I do not have time to entertain you as if you are the god or the celebrity who seriously cannot make it that I have to take care of your feelings. Go and die lah! Jangan suka cari kebencian orang boleh tak!

Anger aside. Teni is my first model for D80. Hahah! Yup, there’s more to learn…

The keyword is - Patience lah yanni! Kanchiong sia you.

Hentam Sajalah! I am learning. Still learning. When can I ever take pictures like the rest at Klique Images.Com… Sungguh menawan di hati… Haiya, Nang bo ti nang. Kui Bo ti qui. Hahah!

You and you, you both better teach me next week. Else, I will throw my D80 in the Singapore River! Oh tidak tidak. I was so semangat, I read and read the Photography mags & the Manual Book. But I managed to only absorb 10%. Kwang Kwang Kwang!

Anyway, have a look at my photo blog, I just uploaded some of the pictures I took for the past 2 days. The rest all dammit, my hand shake lah, so the pictures turned out blur. Anybody owns a DSLR and want to accompany me to practice the photography skills? Let me know ok.

20 October 2007

Lain orang yang aku nak kenakan, lain orang yang terasa dan nak menuduh aku pagi-pagi buta. Dah tu, takda rasa malu atau besar hati untuk minta maaf pasal dah merepek dengan aku kat sms. No self-responsibility is it? Manusia… Manusia… Please lah, kalau aku nak kenakan kau, dah terpampang lah nama kau kat sini. Tak payah nak tunggu blog entry, aku straight dah cakap directly kat kau. Kau ingat kau sorang je kawan aku yang semestinya ni blog entry pasal kau. Kau ingat reader aku cuma kau sorang je eh.

Kau ingat aku ada masa nak layan kau kalau aku fikir kau ni fake or liar. Kau ingat aku ada masa nak gi sana nak gi tunjuk muka aku. Tak payah kau nak ajar aku or rephrase kat aku yang you all are not fakers but friends. Bulls! I am not a kid. Anyway, this entry is not about you. So please don’t be so defensive and assumed like nobody business. Memalukan!

You don’t have to know me well enough to know whether I have the guts. Are you blind or just dumb? Isn’t it so obvious? Dengan orang yang aku benci, aku tak berpura-pura, aku tunjuk kat muka dia. Aku takda nak hegeh-hegeh buat baik, act as if nothing happen…

And If I got to settle some scores with you, aku ada adat dan cara nye orang. Aku tak secetek yang kau ingat.

However, in short, your guilty conscious towards me was so obvious. I am surprised! Next time, when it comes to me, it’s simple. Be smart. Ask and not assume.

Dan aku ada hati perut dan akal, sebab tu aku membebel sorang kat sini pasal benda merepek yang kau dah cakap tadi pagi. Kalau aku tak pandang kawan lelaki aku dan kau as acquaintance aku, nama kau sekarang aku dah letak kat sini. Tak payah kena suruh atau tunggu becking dari ramai-ramai, aku sendiri yang buat. Bare my words in your mind. I am not afraid to burn bridges. Aku hidup bukan untuk kawan. Do not cross the line and do this again.

One more thing, when you already start something, finish it. Do not leave it like that unless you are the opposite person you have been potraying in your blog.

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I shouldn’t have gone out last night with Mom cos I ended up in a taxi with my beloved DSLR which I just purchased. I am super happy. I got few free gifts. Hehe! The only thing is I am going to buy the Hoya Filter & one of recommended the prime lens + the SB600 Flashgun. Ok I got to go now. I need a good rest before I fall sick. Must be that Teni lah got flu & fever, then pass to me…
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There are more pictures but I am exhausted. Got to go now.

I received a lot of mails saying that they are unable to leave comment at my blog. There is nothing wrong with my blog and your PC. Hehe! All you need to do is add up the simple sum. Troublesome but you and I are left with no choice. Cos I don’t want any spams and you won’t want to read spam messages. The messages can be funny, gross & irritating. So, don’t forget to do the most important thing which is the Maths Calculation. If you are unable to see the Maths Spam Protection Sum, then I don’t know what else to say or do…

Now you know why…