Yearning for a big change in life

The weather was kind to us. We finally met after 2 weeks. But… he looked very sick. He is not feeling well. I’m sorry Teni. Luck wasn’t on our side too. This time was his bike. I think it’s the battery or the plug is spoil. No signal light, the speedometer light went off, cannot horn, no back light. Fark! Then how the hell is he going home. Ate dinner and I asked him to go home by cab. He said I was crazy. Huh. Tell me, was I being crazy or is he the crazy one? Not feeling well, something went wrong with his bike and he refuse to take a cab home. I hope nothing will happen to him. I already miss him, 1 hour is definitely not enough to make up 2 weeks. I will be busy for the next few days at work & school. How I wish I can be a kid again. No responsibilities. No worries.

Let me pray for his safety now… More updates on his site next week.

On another note, I can’t wait to get out of that place. Really… A lot of things happening and I have been silent all this while. Each time it happens, I kept quiet and kept taking it. What’s the use of protesting? It won’t change the situation there and will never. All I know that it is time. Will wait for that very moment. Only god knows how bad it is for me and her. I hope time will fly even faster for me in 2008. 25 years old next year. Sigh…