The weather was kind to us. We finally met after 2 weeks. But… he looked very sick. He is not feeling well. I’m sorry Teni. Luck wasn’t on our side too. This time was his bike. I think it’s the battery or the plug is spoil. No signal light, the speedometer light went off, cannot horn, no back light. Fark! Then how the hell is he going home. Ate dinner and I asked him to go home by cab. He said I was crazy. Huh. Tell me, was I being crazy or is he the crazy one? Not feeling well, something went wrong with his bike and he refuse to take a cab home. I hope nothing will happen to him. I already miss him, 1 hour is definitely not enough to make up 2 weeks. I will be busy for the next few days at work & school. How I wish I can be a kid again. No responsibilities. No worries.

Let me pray for his safety now… More updates on his site next week.

On another note, I can’t wait to get out of that place. Really… A lot of things happening and I have been silent all this while. Each time it happens, I kept quiet and kept taking it. What’s the use of protesting? It won’t change the situation there and will never. All I know that it is time. Will wait for that very moment. Only god knows how bad it is for me and her. I hope time will fly even faster for me in 2008. 25 years old next year. Sigh…

Mana-mana aku pergi semuanya muka dorang. Dunia ni punya luas dan besar, tapi muka dorang tetap ada. Merata! Sebabkan dorang kat tempat tu lah, aku naik benci dengan yang lain semua. Aku terlalu marah dengan dorang semua. Sumpah, kalau lah aku boleh bom dorang semua, kan bagus. Nenek aku pon bangsa dorang, tapi tetap aku benci dorang! Dulu time aku kerja kat tempat lain, aku selalu dengar orang kita cakap pasal dorang. Entahlah kadang2 orang kita ni memang mintak kena ajar tapi kalau dah melampau sangat kena bilis kat tempat lain, kalau dah melampau sangat kalau bangsa lain yang dorang penting kan, aku tak tahu lah apa nak cakap lagi. Blog aku ni dah takda privacy… Ramai binatang sial kat tempat sial tu suka kpo dan baca blog aku. Lagi-lagi si babi, badak, sundal-sundal hypocrite yang suka angkat, yang suka berbaik di depan tapi kat belakang macam sial… Ish, semua sial. Baik ke kulit putih sampai lah ke warna kulit aku.

Imagine lah, at first ada orang tu kutuk, caci, maki hamun, menyumpah orang tu mati… Ada sampai ke luar negeri mengutuk orang yang dia tengah blood sekarang.Tapi tiba2 semua kawan baik, kawwan sejati lah sial. Buruknya perangai, busuknya hati… Macam kakaknya jugak. Aku nye mulut laser tapi tak lah jahat cam dorang. Aku nye hati takda lah busuk macam dorang. Please lah, stop it. Meluat suar! Kelakar betul ah. Aku lagi muda dari dorang tapi takdalah suar seperti mereka.. Kalau lah aku expose kat sini satu persatu, baru termelalak semua “alah kassim ampunkan mak kassim, mak berdosa kassim, ampunkan mak kassim.”