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I have always like to try out the quiz and questionnaire at http://www.blogthings.com but it’s been quite sometime since I last try it out. I visited Khai’s blog and read what his name means. Interesting. As usual, Kpo Yanni clicked the link and typed her real full name in the blank.
Haha, blogthings.com is smart lah. Whatever stated are 99% true. Sometimes I wonder how the hell they got all this words to describe a name or somebody… For example astrology. How the hell they know about this person from this horoscope with this birth date?
Yes, I promised new photos. I am still doing the editing. There are 300 of them. But I won’t be that crazy to post all 300 lah! Maybe I will shortlist 20 of them. Enough to make your eyes go big. Hahah, macam real!

 
I am afraid of changes. I am afraid to fail. I don’t know what I should do. As much as I want to go, I feel half-hearted at the same time. I really don’t know what’s holding me back. I have made it this far but I don’t know why I am hesitating.
Sometimes I wish I would just be a kid again. No Worries, No Burdens, No Arguments, No Misunderstandings, No Responsibilities, Nothing at all. Being in this situation really sucks. God, tell me what’s the best for my future. Tell me in my dreams… I am really stuck right now.
When you love something or somebody, you feel like you are in heaven. But when you start to get sick of something or somebody, everything they do looks ugly and sucks. How I really wish that people won’t have to give me such challenges in my already stressful life? How I really wish that people can be nicer after so much I have done? How I really wish people can accept my flaws when I can accept ALL their flaws? It’s totally unfair… Why do they always think that they did nothing and you are the only person who keeps screwing things up? It’s nothing but heart aches…
The trip to Paris is postponed till next year… I am so disappointed! I have been looking forward to it… So sad.
New pictures will be up soon. I like the place. It’s just so peaceful. Sometimes I just wish I am one of them…

Here are some pictures Dayana and I took when we visited Shida at her crib. Hailey is super cute! Can’t talk much. Got to sleep now!!!

 
12.42am
I am terribly shagged! 3 days of my weekend was burnt due to the career expo at suntec city. To those who saw me at the event and had said Hi to me, sorry ya my face very the long, tired lah. All of us have been working from 7am to 10pm from Friday to Sunday. No doubt it was a tiring event. But I got to admit that it’s a good experience. It’s been ages since I met all kind of weird people… Yeah it’s been 5 years since I left the retail working hours. The people I met at the boutiques were not cheapo and kiasu like those I met during the event. I really enjoyed Jacqueline’s companion at the event. You are a farking squid lah you. The moment I reached home, I quickly washed up and went to bed. I fell asleep really super fast.
The reason why I am here now writing cos Teni and I witnessed something really beautiful flying at the sky on 20th January – 11.49pm. It was bright and big white blue light. It’s not the shooting star. Neither it’s the rocket or fire or bomb or or ghost or whatever shit lah. We were both on the bike waiting for the green light. Somehow both of us thought it’s the angel cos it was the last day of Asyurrah. We made some small donation to the orphanage and we belief that the flying bright thing is the angel. Hehe! Sound crazy but nobody except the two of us saw and it’s really beautiful…
Another thing, I wanna say Thank you to 8090 for the surprise. Mom passed some mails to me yesterday morning before I leave for work. I quickly checked and opened the package. Automatically, it put on a smile on my face even though I was damn freaking exhausted. Thank you girls, both of you are really sweet. I am sorry I haven’t order anything yet from you girls. I was really damn busy for the past 2 months.
Also, I have not been feeling well. I was even admitted to Tan Tock Seng Hospital on the 15th January 08. I will talk about this some other time if I feel like it. But before I log off, I want to say congratulations to Shida! She finally gave birth on the 15th January at 10.26am. I am sorry I haven’t got the time to visit you yet. I was really damn busy, not feeling well plus the career expo at suntec city. But I really hope you like the surprise gift I sent by courier. For you and your baby, Hailey Nur Ny’la. I will see you today after work ok. Miss you lah…
Lastly, Thank you so much Teni for fetching me at PSB Academy School and Suntec City, accompanying me to dinner and sending me back home for the past 3 days. You are the best, really… Errm, I don’t know when I will be back again. I got projects, need to revise for my test… Home + Work + School + Not Enough Rest + Just Recover = Grumpy Yanni… Good Night everyone..

 
New Page will be up soon – http://herewith-yanni.com/advertise. Soon??? Actually, it’s been quite sometime I had this plan in mind. Due to busy schedule, I put it on hold. The moment, I received a cheque from Text Link Ads. I went out to the living room, grinning. Not bad huh! Plus the cash I got in paypal account for the previous payperpost reviews and the link advertisements. I wrote to Google twice to review my blog Page Rank again. Yeah it’s been 2 months since they demoted me for having payperpost reviews, I still haven’t got any reply yet. So long sia. KNN!
I think I am a typical sales person. The only thing on my mind, Make money, Make money. Money, Shopping, Wasting Money and go bankrupt again. Those who want to advertise with me, you are welcome to do so. Before that, I need to get a new theme for my blog which I doubt it will happen that soon. Nevermind, I will look around for new sources.
Don’t worry, I will reciprocate for sure. I love to do that. I will always give my fullest support to those I like. But I am very sad you know, cos I don’t get the same in return. Hahah, nevermind lah, my nasib what.
I have another plan in mind… Discussed with Teni and he gave me his full support. That’s it lah! I hope this plan works. Cannot tell you all yet. Secret… Once it’s ready, I will inform all of you.
On another note, got one fat woman blog about me and shida. sialah, aku malas sia nak layan kau pompan tua tak sadar diri. Grow up ok! Don’t push it. Nanti satu-satu benda aku expose kat sini baru tau… Ok, yanni, don’t. Sabar je. It’s ok. It doesn’t matter. It’s pointless. I realised that I have been bullied and taken advantage ever since I mellow down. I have been keeping quiet and have been really cool. Sigh, bila aku naik angin, korang cakap aku jahat. Bila aku diam, melampau pulak si sarawak tu!
Have a good weekend. After some of the blogger’s friends advices, the best is “Take A Break!!!” regardless of whatever reasons… So, I am going to take a break, maybe couple of weeks… I will pop in to reply comments if there’s any and bloghop if I am bored.
Hey there my friends, Nad and Sri, yes you two should consider taking a break, a long one not quit blogging. Come on you 2 gals, why you so like dat… Don’t bother about anything or anybody. Go take a break, get some space. And come back soon. Hopefully… Ed, panggil bini kau blog balik lah…



I have been thinking about it since a couple of months ago but I am still contemplating. What if I shut down my blog? I am getting lazier day by day. I am loss for words day by day. But someone told me that I got no reason to do so…
Let me take a break and think about it first. Till then, wishing all of you a great new year 2008.

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