I am drowning

Current Mood: Confused & Sad & Sickly

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

Too many things happened. Selfishness. Tears & Heartaches. Accused and Taken for granted. It doesn’t pay to be nice and kind to people cos at the end of the day, you get SHITS in return. For all the things you have done & sacrificed, people don’t give a damn to it. Cos the only that matter is they, themselves.

I just don’t get it – RACE, RELIGION, HUMANS, CULTURES, TRADITIONS, REPUTATIONS, EXPECTATIONS lead to so many problems in people’s life. Two Faces. Betrayal and Manipulations. Just be farking simple. Don’t have to be exclusive or extravagant. Don’t need to be pious to have a kind heart, it takes a lot more than that. Don’t have to be educated to be sensible. Don’t have to be one of a kind. Have limits, don’t cross and don’t try to be smart or worse, try to be smarter.

Expectation is the root of all heartache – William Shakespeare

“Smile, Though your Heart Is Aching. Smile, Even Though It’s Breaking.” – That’s what I have been doing every damn day of my life even though I have so much to carry. I shall shut you off from my life. What’s the point? What do I get?