I never want to see you again – 2009.
In 2008 – this was my wishlist or should I say, to do list for 2009.

In 2009,
1. I really want to _____ ______
2. Complete my Ikrar and move to Qur’an. It took me forever.. Yes, I am learning and still learning how to read. when there’s problem, you can’t focus!
3. Long Term Career in Hays. More placements in 2009. Constant results. not a long term in hays but yeah good number of placements & constant results!
4. Happy Family and Healthy Cats. not for family but ya for cats!
5. Less problems than 2008. Please allah… sadly it was more!
6. Clear my outstanding issues as soon as possible. not happening when you have more problems
7. Start saving. Invest in diamonds, gold coins (not the S$1 gold coin) or just save as per normal lah! when you have problems, how to even invest!
8. 2 Vacation trips to anywhere. CHECKED in fact 3!
9. Nissan Murano Black Label SUV – how to save money like that. HAHAH! Contented with SX4. It’s been 12 months since I last passed my driving license, I am proud to say, 12 points are safe with me.
10. Earn more in blogging. CHECKED!
11. Gem By Gems to have more sale and will be more recognised in the local muslim market. Half CHECKED!
12. New Blog Layout – That depends on my time and mood. CHECKED!
13. To get my Nikkor lens back. And to change my D80 to D90 or D700 – how to save $ like that! not the time yet
14. To own a personal photo studio. hahaha no time lah
15. To stay fit and healthy. And I pray for all my loved ones to be healthy, fit, and problems free. everyday was a fresh new problem, happy, sad & complicated problems to solve.

Memories of 2009 – Teni & Family, Liana Montel, Michelle Thrash, Mazin, Ibrahim, Majid, GBG Best Customer of 2009, Hays: Ben Batten, Wai Yin, Sabariah. Ambition: Rachelle, Ivy Wong, Paul, J.P. Kelly Selection: Ben Batten, Wendy Wee, Lily Kang, Adilah Hamzah. Some of the people that existed in my life. Some not mention cos I can’t remember the good times with them in 2009, only the bad times – so BAD MEMORIES, don’t come knocking on my door!

In 2010,
1. Happy Family
2. Long term career in Kelly Selection. 100K Placement Club!
3. Lesser problems than 2009 – one big hell of a problem in 2009
4. Clear my outstanding issues by 2011.
5. 4 Holiday Trips (one trip every quarter)
6. More Sales for GEMBYGEMS.
7. To finish my course or get HR course.

My list is getting shorter cos I have to be realistic. And when I have gone through a great amount of obstacles, I just want nothing but peace & happiness. To me, nothing else matters except for my Mom & Teni. When I am too kind & nice, people took me for granted, I should draw a line and learn from my lessons.

Friends come and go, but I don’t need them, they are nothing but just troubles and trash! I don’t mean every friends. I don’t even regard some of them as my friends. I cherish colleagues more than friends nowadays.

My BIG thank you to Teni and Ben Batten. You both played a very important role in my personal & career life. Without both of your great kind help, I would not be where I am. Thank you once again. May god bless you both.