2010 was full of memories – good and bad: pretense, fake laughters & happiness, “routinised life old couple” (qouted by an ex bf to his ex gf), lies, unhappiness, lots of tears, bitching, hypocrisy and full of really real nightmares/ sleepless nights.

First of, I want to say my thank you’s before I make my usual wishes every year end.

(See – 2009, 2008, 2007, 2006)

- Thank you Uncle Jaffa for all your advise, interpretations of my nightmares which was exactly what you forewarned me and it really did happened. Your soul is really blessed and I wish you long healthy life.
- Thank you Unty for listening to my problems and believing in me, my kindness & innocence. (I am not saying that I am an angel but whatever ok, I don’t need to explain to you!) People thought you are the culprit. Actually you are the victim! You are such a great & big giver. May Allah repays you in 70 x one billion folds.
- Thank you Gene, your presence are definitely treasured. Your words and advise definitely has helped me in certain ways whenever I tried to refrain from making harsh decisions in life.
- Thank you to my mom who has never ever ever failed to be there for me. No other mom is like you. Despite of your kindness, people still bitched about you. Despite of your silence, people still bitched about you. They got nothing better to do. And you! You dare bitched about my mom to your mom! Idiot.
- Thank you to Reed (Deepali) for believing in me and all your encouragements in my work and recruitment career. Thank you to Wilem and James for introducing me to Reed few times. I made the right decision finally. And I really love this place. I found lots of nice friends and definitely earn lots of money. Thank you Allah.
- Thank you Wendy Wee, you are just like my big sister. Even my actual big sisters are not like you! Thank you for being there when I was in great amount of tears and sadness.
- Thank you Shida. You are still my best friend. Thank you for accompanying me.
- Thank you Naj baby, you bring laughter in my life and my friends too. I enjoy your company with Fahmi.
- Thank you Martin Hill. You don’t know how much I really appreciate your presence in office and outside office. You definitely bring smiles to my face especially during my darkest moments. Thank you for putting up with me. I enjoy your company and all your English jokes. You are right, I should travel now that I have all the opportunity.
I love you all.

MY 2011 WISHES
- 100K CLUB IN REED. AND CONSISTENT PERFORMANCE.
- GET RID OF GOOD AND BAD MEMORIES. LIKE COMPLETELY ERASE FROM MY MIND.
- NO HEARTACHES.
- TRIP TO BORACAY, MELBOURNE, AUCKLAND, GREECE, UK, GERMANY, ITALY
- MY NIKKOR & TOKINA LENS BACK!
- NEW FRIENDS (HANDSOME AND PRETTY ONES PLEASE. HEHEH). ALREADY HAVE A BUNCH, BUT WANT MORE.
- DIVING
- THAT SPARKLING MAGICAL FEELING
- A NEW CAR. CAN SINGAPORE PLEASE REDUCE THE COE? I WANT TO CHANGE IT TO BIGGER CAR AND GET RID OF MEMORIES.
- A NEW HOME.
- A NEW LIFE.
- A NEW MOBILE NUMBER. AND THAT IT’S GOING TO HAPPEN SOON.
- REMOVE MY NAME, CPF FROM THE BUSINESS
- DR. CALVIN CHAN, YOU ARE MY MAKEOVER DOCTOR. BOTTOM AND ARMS, PLEASE DO A GOOD JOB, ITS A GREAT AMOUNT OF INVESTMENT. I’M LAZY AND IMPATIENT!
- TO COMPLETE QUR’AN DEFINITELY. INSYALLAH.

GOOD MEMORIES of 2010