That’s fast…


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Throat is dry. Dunno why but I need a big hug badly. The dream I had – it was like a new hope. It means something? Got to email uncle…
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LMFAO


Jan11 |
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I love my midnight blue highlights done by Nashiki at Shunji Matsou. Super discount!
Next colour will be purple as it will last longer than pink.

I lost 2 kilos due to workout and eating salads. Another 4 kilos or to be brutal – 6kilos more. Then I will be the old Yanni. With someone coming all the way from Perth is definitely going to be more motivating. That means more proper workout! I love my cardio twister.
Going to LMFAO (LAUGH MY FUCKING ASS OFF) CONCERT and enjoy the songs with friends and Naj Baby & her BF. Yay!
Awesome. 3 Monkeys this wednesday for Grace Lim’s Hens Night and Deepali Birthday. Surprise Ladies…
Happier but full of thoughts in my head. Dammit! Unfair…
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Jerks


Jan9 |
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Current Mood:
Angry
Previous was ungrateful human, the other is a jerk, this one OMG I can’t stand that expectations, that one errr I am giving it a miss. I’m sick and tired of this shit! I am not ready for anything. I am just going to stop and be happy.
All are after one thing and nothing else! Kanasai. Show me something new, genuine and different!
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finally it’s here


Jan7 |
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Current Mood:
Mischievous

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A date tomorrow


Jan6 |
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Current Mood:
Esctatic
one day, im going to walk all over you..

I love all the shocking colours. Unfortunately, I am in recruitment sector and I recruit Mid to Senior Accounting & Finance and I am not suppose to have that look!

Going out with Naj Baby tomorrow evening after work to have a girls night out. I am going to trim my bangs, layer it, and I’m going to highlight blue strips inside. Red? Pink? AAArrrghhh I can’t make up my mind!
Let’s do piercings too! Then off to Sephora to buy some make-up. And camwhore in the middle of orchard.

Hell Yeah I think I will stick to blue first. Then change to red in future.
I am signing up lap dance and salsa dance class. Not that I don’t know how to dance but I want to make full use of my time and workout at the same time. I never felt this sexy and confident ever.
Hahaha what the fuck.
My maid is super uber cool. She helped me fixed my cardio twister. That’s my Top Rookie Award money incentive. Claiming it through expenses.
On mc for 2 days, due to severe backache and fever. But after the workout on the cardio twister, I felt so much better. Losing the shit! Back to work tomorrow. I’m coming Reed. I know you all miss me – my noisy bubbly voice.
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Torture


Jan5 |
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But it’s a pleasure to some… Boy, where did you come from?
Went to see doctor today – she shook her head excessively when she found out few things from me and when she saw my killer sexy heels! She gave me half day rest. Told me to throw all my heels and change to sandals. I replied – Hell No! Hehe.
She even impersonate the way I stand and told me I don’t need those kinds of heels cos I already have sexy back.. Ok lah doctor. So naggy. Worse than my mom.
I need a back message badly…
Fuck! I received a revised income tax for last 2 years and i need to pay the government a thousand dollars! What the fish!
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Karma


Jan4 |
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It has happened to me once. Now again. So nothing will bring me down. I will stand tall.
It’s a pity that one doesn’t stand on his feet and fight in what he believe. And when bad things happened or when someone realized that he made a bad decision in life, he start blaming others for his decision and mistakes. Look back, right from the day we start this friendship to relationship. What had I not done for you and What have u done to me, to urself? Even if there’s third party who tried to poison this relationship, why are you not saving it when I tried to?
Whatever that has happened, you got yourself to blame. Not anyone else. I really really believe in karma. Whoever is involved in this matter since day 1, whoever, whatever ill intentions u got in ur heart, all the rumours the accusations, I hope god will show it to you guys here and after. The day will come.
I don’t trust anyone in this world except for myself. I’m not stupid naive nor gullible but I’m just too toooooooooo kind and nice to you.
(You call me heartless after u broke this heart. Thanks to you and whoever is involved. U know who…)
They can say,
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me,
And they can try
How to make me feel that I,
Don’t matter at all,
But I refuse to fall in what I believe or loose faith in my dreams‘Cause there’s,
There’s a light in me,
That shines brightly,
They can try,
But they can’t take that away from me
From meThey can do
Anything they want to you,
If you let them in,
But they won’t ever win,
If you cling to your pride, and just push them aside,
See I,
I have learned,
There’s an inner peace I own,
Something in my soul that they can not possess
So I won’t be afraid and the darkness will fade‘Cause there’s,
There’s light in me me,
That shines brightly, yes
They can try,
But they can’t take that away from meThey can’t take this
Precious love I’ll always have inside me,
Certainly the Lord will guide me where I need to goThey can say
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I won’t face the ground,
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach,
Although they do try,
How to make me feel that I,
Don’t matter at all,
But I refuse to fall,
Tell me what I believe or loose faith in my dreams,
‘Cause there’s a light in me,
That shines brightly yesThey can try but they can’t take that away from me…
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Money


Jan4 |
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That relationship – so call love : It has always been about the money.
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Weekend


Jan2 |
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Hole punched through my chest. Down with fever in the last rest day is totally not cool. I guess I have been exerting myself, trying to get distracted…
Got myself a machine. I can’t wait to step on it and get tone. I am going to be really strict on myself to look good again. Appointment with Dr. Calvin Chan and I hope it will be a success.
Enjoyed myself today at mandarin oriental with my team. Wendy should have come. Unfortunately she is not well too. Went for the Sunday brunch which costs us $487. That’s not too bad for 3 person, free flow of food and drinks. Sachin can really eat! Martin not too bad. I am the last person u guys should bring for buffet! After the brunch, Martin and I went for bowling, racing and street fighter game at the arcade and a movie.
He beat me down in every game, he won! Damn! Not the first round of bowling though. I won! I think I am just giving u chance to win cos I am obviously not well. U r just lucky.
The movie was quite good. I love Johnny Depp. He is just cool. Watched Meet the Parents : Little Fockers last night with Shida n bob! Thanks for the night out guys!
After the movie, i saw someone. Someone whom I really don’t want to see… Kind of spoil my mood! I went all quiet after that!
All in all, my weekend was well spent! Thanks to whoever that has been on my side during my darkest moment. May Allah bless you all.
On another note, I can’t wait to go boracay!
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U know what?


Jan1 |
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I’m your One in a Million.
Happy New Year to you.
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Words inside my head.


Dec30 |
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Confused. Dilemma. Missing. Empty. Happy. Moody. Uncertainty. Sucks. WTF. WTH. When. Pity. Empathy. Shocking. Worse nightmare. Smiles. Kisses. Words. Sweetness. Adrenaline. Inevitable. Change. Human Race. Ambiguous. Peace. Tranquility. Turmoil. Faith. Luck. Emotions. Endless. Rival. Selfish. Afraid. Strong. Resilience. Challenges. Luck. Treasure. One in a million. Love. Tears. Betrayals. Lies. Burn. Believe. Again. Laziness. Confidence. Anxiety. Heart beat. Shattered. Promises. Broken. Shit. Unbelievable. Replacement. Shallow. Narrow. Tight. Squeezy. Time. Longevity. Passion. Patience. Imminent. Anger. Forever. Sky. Great. Allah. Power. Retributions. Sickly. Alarmed. Cool. Cold. Lonely. Friends. Abandoned. Karma. Bored. Trust. Grouchy. Shaken. Happy. Cute. Innocence. Fair. Eyes. Heart. Soul. Mind. Restless. Sleepy. Air. Breathe. Smoky. Evil. Angel. Mountain. Peak. New. Old. Vintage. Crispy. Fresh. Grumpy. Bubbly. Retard. Dancing. Murder. Temptations. Virtue. Charming. F***. S***. Whatever.
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